Yep, that’s my nickname. The one which defeated Femy, Payme, Pimyang, Peemots, Pimus, Immi, and all other aliases my crazier species of friends have come up with.
I really don’t know how to describe myself in full detail. Blame those slumbooks my gradeschool buddies used to let me sign, having just a small space for the “describe yourself” part, which I would annoyingly fill up with the overused “judge me na lang!” – a memory which still makes me smile though. ^_^
Okay. So for that big picture, I’m that two-toned kind of person.
Loud – I’m crazy when I’m crazy! I could crack just the most hilarious joke at the funniest moments. I’m unable to accomplish that task too often though, ‘coz I end up laughing too hard I already can’t deliver the punchline effectively – just imagine the frustrated-annoyed looks at my buddies’ faces! Epic! Haha! Well, also loud in a way that I express my thoughts and emotions in a wide array of ways – dancing, singing, drawing, writing, picture editing, cooking – it’s endless.
Quiet – I play the listener role better than the speaker, the reason i think, why my ears outnumber my mouth. Uhm yeah, people may find me boring, =P but hey, i just love learning more about them, not only by what they say, but also in reading between the lines and looking through their body language.
Pessimistic – It happens, paranoia also strikes in. Come on, scientific process! Got a problem? Hypothesize, gather materials/info, observe, analyze, conclude. Ain’t that easy? Coz in this world half full of shit, I don’t just use five senses, i add up a sixth – which happens to be the “common”.
Optimistic – Most of the time. I owe it to my better spiritual self. I keep calm, stay focused and portray my role the best way I could. I tend to look at the whole picture, go futuristic, and remind myself that everything happens for a reason. I make up a whole bunch of reasons and probabilities inside my head, and say nothing THAT bad could go wrong. Not even the end of the world – when life finally defeats death.
Simple – Because less is more. Complications no more.
Ambitious – Because to dream is free. And to live them I can.
I could list a hundred more contradicting adjectives that talk about me.. but of course your time’s too precious to be spent on a lot more Antonym 101 lessons – you’ve already wasted 2 minutes to have reached here. Congratulations! Hehe. Well here comes the punchline:
Like the Yin-Yang principle, I use both the white and black elements of my personality, blending them in just a perfect harmony, to create the best P-May I choose to be.